Monday, December 6, 2010

What do I want to say?

I've wanted to do this for so long.
I have so much to say....I think a really good book to write. I need an outlet too for all the craziness that runs thru my mind.
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The book I must start soon...a pre-new years resolution.
For now.....
I hate this little apartment. I hate the city I live in. i want so much more, I want so much more for my kids. I had it good and blew it. Then years later I had it REALLY good but that wasnt meant to be. No matter the money. So now here I am alone, in a one bedroom apt with two kids. Thinking how the fuck did I get here? I cant believe Im starting over at this age.
Ugh

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